a saturday morning…
i’m sitting in my dorm room, staring at the wall, wondering why the hell am i here? i haven’t had any fun all semester until last night when i went into the french quarter with a few friends. we went to cafe du monde at midnight and it was so fun! i want all of my time here to be like that, not a night once in a blue moon.
i want to get better. i want to go home, conquer whats wrong with me, then come back and kick ass in my classes. i don’t want to ruin my future because right now i’m letting myself get down. i will conquer my depression and i will become what i want to in life. and i will love college when i come back!
anyways, thats my random thought for my saturday morning….
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
anywhere i have never been before
alternate universe
so. i watched the supernatural episode in the sixth season where dean and sam were sent into an alternate universe where they were actors and apparently hated each other. totally different than their lives in supernatural as sam and dean winchester. i know its really random, but it got me thinking. what if that happened to us? what if one day we were thrown into an alternate universe to where the people we love were totally different? what if we weren’t as important to the ones we love? or they to us? we take everything for granted, but what if one day we woke up and it was all a dream? and nothing was as it seems?
sometimes i’m afraid that will happen to me. that i will wake up and it will all be a dream. because i know i am really lucky, it’s just sometimes, like a majority of today’s society, i forget how lucky and fortunate i am. but when i remember, i’m scared to death of losing it.
this supernatural episode reminded me of how lucky i am…
